waving squirrel

It wasn't, of course, the beginning for who can say where a voyage starts- not the actual passage but the dream of a journey and it's urge to find a way.
-from River-Horse, by William Least Heat-Moon


I used to dream of traveling the earth

I used to dream of building a rocket and going to the moon

and collecting moon dust and

Flying.

I like flying dreams.. I am having them more often


I have a hard time just sitting still.. and doing nothing. I have to be writing or reading or something.

even in my dreams I am racing something..

I went to a meditation class one time.. the guy was saying now reeeelax

I felt very relaxed and it scared me.. like i might not have control so i opened my eyes and observed my relaxed classmates.. thats about as meditative as i get.